Saturday, May 20, 2017

SWEET DREAMS, BELOVED


As ever, angels guard your rest and the rest of all those you love.  No matter what is going on with you, with those you love, or with anyone in the whole world, the Lord knows, and the Lord is sovereign.  The choice we have is either to join Him or to reject Him.  If you have never reached out for the Hand He is extending to you, please do so now.  He is yearning for you and wants to show you how much He loves you.

Before you came to be incarnate, your spirit was part of His Spirit in the Fullness of Love.  You came to this life on Earth because He desired you to live here and to be loved by Him and to share His love with everyone you meet.  He created you for His sake -- to love you and to bless you.

During your life on Earth, you are given opportunities to grow and to become who you were created to be.  Your spirit and who you are physically have a pact together to raise up your soul to know God so that you can live forever in His love as a complete human being.

Your soul only exists because you came into being when your spirit became one with who you are physically.  Your soul is eternal and you were given free will to live your life completely as you desire to live.

When you choose to seek God and to answer God's call to join Him and His only begotten Son, Jesus, God's Holy Spirit reveals just Who God is. You ten come to know just who you are to God, His beloved child.  From the time you agree consciously to be in relationship with God Who Is Love, you move from existence into a bright shining glorious vibrant life, and you can never go back to mere existence.

As ever, my prayer for you is that you will indeed answer God's loving call to you.  If you have already done that, I pray that you will continue to get to know Him better.

The Lord has good plans for you. During your whole life, the way you become fully who you were created to be comes from a dynamic partnership between you and the Creator of the Universe. As I have written before, God Who is Love created you to love you and to bless you.  The more you come to know this, the more the whole universe will open up to you and the more blessed to be a blessing you will be.

Won't you please give God in Jesus Christ the chance to show you just what that means for you? In the unique way that He will have for you and you alone, as if you were the only human being He ever created, God will bless you and care for you.

I hope you will reach out to Him in response to His call.

May the Lord continue to bless and keep you and all those you love, now and always, all ways and forever -- Kathy <3 :-)

Claire de Lune




Friday, May 19, 2017

THE FAMILY OF GOD IN CHRIST JESUS

For years when I worshipped at Foundry UMC in Washington, D.C., very often the first person I saw and spoke with when I entered the Sanctuary on a Sunday morning was my friend Robert.  He was always a peaceful, joy-filled and quiet presence and was always a blessing to me.

I thank God for him and for other dear friends who are truly brothers and sisters in Christ.  As I slowly made my way through the ordination process that the Baltimore-Washington Annual Conference laid out and that the larger authority of the United Methodist Church engendered changes that made the process longer and more difficult for me and for many others, friends like Robert who were spiritual siblings reflected the love and companionship that seemed exactly as I imaginedJesus and His disciples and dear friends who were like family to Him had.

The Lord is so amazing and He never leaves out anything that we need.  He never wastes anything or anyone, either.  If something seems to be going wrong and when we feel discouraged and are afraid that nothing will ever be all the way right again, we just have to remind ourselves that even in the most disastrous moment when Jesus body was taken down from the Cross and laid in the tomb; even when the rock covered  was rolled over the opening of the tomb and sealed by the Roman soldiers as representatives from the Sanhedrin looked on; even when everyone who loved Him was full of grief and hopelessness; even though there was Good Friday and Saturday . . . Sunday was coming.  

Jesus suffered and died, yes.  But He triumphed over slavery to sin and death and forever more we can trust the One who came back to life and promised that we will, too.  We will because Jesus has given the gift of faith to us, and we have only to receive that gift and trust Him indeed to bring us to the place where He has gone.  And meanwhile, Jesus is faithful to have sent us the Spirit of Truth, the Comforter; the Paraclete -- meaning the One who comes alongside us.

And Jesus has promised that He and the Father are One.  He has promised never to leave us or forsake us.  He has promised that our Father in Heaven is faithful and loves us with an everlasting Love.

All we have to do is to open our hearts even a little bit and allow the Fullness of Love to come in and to answer all our questions, assuage all our doubts, give us beauty for ashes and hope when things seem to be hopeless.  

The Lord is eagerly waiting for you to answer His call and open the door to your heart. 

If you haven't already done that, please do right now.

If you HAVE already invited the Father and the Son to dwell in your heart by the power of the Holy Spirit, I have some secret good news for you.  There is always a deeper level of faith, a closer walk, access to more rooms in the "interior castle" as St Teresa of Avila was led by the Lord to describe the spiritual structures that the Lord reveals to us through prayer. [https://www.ewtn.com/library/SPIRIT/CASTLE.TXT]

Another facet of this loving relationship with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit is described by the mystic monk, Thomas Merton in His "Seven Storeyed Mountain." [http://merton.org/ITMS/Seasonal/15/15-1Maltis.pdf]

As ever, my prayer for you, Beloved is that you will give the Lord a chance to answer your questions; to show you how much He loves you; to manifest the good; wonderful plans He has for you; to let God love you as He desires with all His hear to show you.

Meanwhile and forever, may the Lord continue to bless and keep you and all those you love.

In His Grace, Joy, Mercy, Peace and Love -- Kathy

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

IF SOMETHING IS NOT LOVING, IT IS NOT FROM GOD


There is a lot of conflict and a great deal of misunderstanding regarding the verses in the Bible about people loving one another as opposed to people using and abusing one another.
Here are some important points:
1. God is love.
2. God loves each and every human being, each and every creature and all of creation.
3. God has called all human beings and all of creation good.
4. God hates cruelty, killing, infidelity and anything that makes life difficult. God does not hate the people who act in cruel and evil ways. God hates the feeling and activities that lead to cruelty, neglect, abandonment, infidelity and everything that keeps people and creatures from living peaceful lives in the fullness of love.
5. The problem with what people did in Sodom and Gomorrah was not that people loved and cared for one another -- it was that those who transgressed cruelly used and abused people.
6. The only time that Jesus mentions what we call "homosexuality" was when he spoke of eunuchs -- that some were born eunuchs and some became eunuchs.
7. God has a problem with the way people act when they judge and condemn others. Judging and condemning are as much a sin as any other transgression that hurts people.
8. Over and over God proclaims God's love and good intentions for each and every person who has ever lived, who is living now, and who will ever live.
9. When people get it into their heads to decide who should or should not belong in God's Kingdom, they are trying to do something WAY beyond their pay grade.

10. Every sin has already been forgiven -- past, present and future. God God's Self came to be incarnate in a human woman's body, experience every part of life from the time of conception, lived, taught, healed, cast out demons, restored people to life. God as a human being suffered for us, died for us, defeated slavery to sin and death; and rose from the grave fully alive and completely human.

There is no other way for human beings to be restored to the loving relationship and blessings that the first human beings had with their Creator.

God loves and blesses all who love and all that is love comes from God.
To reject and persecute people because they love people of the same gender is sick and evil.
The more love and faithfulness there is, the more God likes it.

God HATES when anyone is hurt, abandoned, killed, rejected, sick, crippled, mentally ill, starving, a refugee, and in sorrow. God desires that each and every person andd each and every family will live out her or His or their live(s) in love as described by the Hebrew word "shalom". This means more than just peace and tranquility.

"Shalom" is active, not passive. When people or a person have a roof over their/her/his head; clean water to drink; food to eat and to share; live in safety; enjoy people in relationship as blood relatives and in a spiritual family as neighbors' are not ill; are not disabled; are not destitute; and are free to live and practice the spirituality of their culture' educate their children; and able to choose to pursue what makes her/him/them happy while not taking any of these rights and freedoms from any other individual, family, ethnic group, or society--this is the fullness of dynamic shalom wholeness.

THIS SHALOM is the complete, abundant, dynamic, enriching and enriched life that God in Jesus promises and that already exists in Heaven and in Earth.

THIS SHALOM wholeness, the fullness of peace, joy, mercy, love righteousness, faithfulness and assurance of blessed relationship IS the reign of Heaven or Kingdom of Heaven.

THIS SHALOM Is guaranteed to each and every human being who has lived, is living and will live one Earth. Salvation IS this Shalom. We can continue to dwell in God's love for all eternity, but we must choose to receive this Shalom wholeness and fullness of love while we still dwell on Earth.

(Nevertheless, anything we might think of as conditions does not restrict God Who Is Love from drawing any and all persons to God's Self.)

Glory to God!

God wants each individual to experience love, mercy, stability, provision, loving family life and all the loving relationships that each person can have individually and in families, and in all sorts of loving, nurturing communities.

No person or group of people in any organization or institution should ever ever ever lift up as representing God and God's love that any indidvual and/or group of individuals is not loved by God Who Is Love. This is especially true for those organizations and congregation who have people in them who call themselves by Jesus' Name and title.

But please make no mistake, we put up walls between ourselves and God when we hurt others. It grieves God's heart and God weeps for us and for the people we hurt.

God is always hoping we will return and seek God's face JUST FOR GOD'S OWN SAKE.

God in Jesus Christ is the only true living God--the only Creator, the only Redeemer, the only Sustainer--and this has been true from the beginning of Creation and will be true until there is nothing left but God.

If you do not know God and understand how much you are loved, please take a moment just to ask God to show you. The Holy Spirit will answer your questions and help you know the love that exists, redeems and sustains you no matter what has happened to you in your life, and no matter how people have or a person has hurt you. No matter how you have been hurt.
God is gentle and kind, and full of mercy that goes beyond righteousness.

God has revealed God's Self to all human beings through creation itself, in books, narrations, movies, radio sermons, Bible studies and even just by the way people lovingly treat one another.

Each ethnic group, each family, and each individual has a story about how the Divine has made the Creator known to each one. The "canon"of the Bible should never have been closed because God is still writing the truth of each person's life; of each culture's life and history; of each institution's and club's and nation's existence and relationshipwith the Divine.
You cannot expect a Pacific Islander to know the One True God in the same way the peoples of the Arctic do; or as the river dwellers in Africa do; or as the mountain dwellers in South America do; or as the people of the plains in Asia or in the Americas do.

As individuals and as people of a particular culture have a unique history and culture and spirituality, so do each of them have a special and unique way of being in relationship with God.

When Jesus says, "I am the Way, the Truth and the Life. No one comes to the Father but through me," He means that He is in the Father and the Father is within Him. They are inseparable, but at the same time unique. This is a mystery, but God can actively help you know why and how it is true.

When a person doesn't know God, or a group of people doesn't know God the Divine Creator as Jesus, that is just an indication that a very special knowledge and relationship is waiting for that person or that group of people.
God will not ever force anyone to believe in God and there is no one who should tell you that you should believe in God.

You are completely, absolutely, eternally and unconditionally loved. The choice is always yours whether you will agree to a relationship with God or not.
You can refuse all your life, but God will still bless you. God will continue to love you.

If you turn your back on God and on love from people who know God, you will miss out on a lot.
But the One who will be even more hurt will be God, because God yearns for you to turn to God. God wants to bless you and enjoy being with you; provide for you and help you allow God to draw you to God's heart.
Please give God a chance.

Meanwhile, I will keep praying for you and yours, Beloved.
May the Lord of Life and Light and Love and Truth continue to bless and keep you and yours, today and always; all ways and forever.

Alleluia! Amen and amen.

Thursday, May 11, 2017

LEAVING ADDICTIONS

Only those who work on becoming released from an addiction know and understand how tough it is to do that. Addictions are from spiritual/emotional/paychological/spiritual wounds that cannot seem to be healed. 

The answer is not to address the effects of the "infection" of those wounds in the present. We must release the desire to treat the wounds ourselves, but give them and everything else up to God so that The Lord will deliver us with God's help at the root causes of that woundedness in the past. This can be accomplished when we begin to allow rhe Holy Spirit to come to is and open the door to our psyche. When we take each step on a spiritual level, the Lord can bring us to a higher plain of consciousness where the past/presnt/future is available. With the help of the Holy Spirit our wounds CAN BE HEALED.

This is what is meant in Psalm 23 and elsewhere in Holy Scriptures where it is written: "He restores my soul."

Article about deliverance from addictions from Live Science.

Thursday, May 4, 2017

MEMORIES . . . . *grin*

A USAF pilot friend mentioned today how much he liked being by the water when he took a break when he was stationed near Norfolk, VA.

Thanks . . . it was like that for a Navy friend of mine — being stationed at Norfolk NAS . . . getting ready to go out on the Coral Sea in Oct of ’85. He was the ops officer for squadron of Navy and Marine F-18s on the Coral Sea when they were to the Med in fall of '85 and were part of the ops in the Gulf of Sidra and taking out the Libyan radar sites . . . he was an F-18 test aviator I met when I was at Nellis for a Tactical Intelligence Course and then 12 days off when I went to MS and FL to visit family members . . .

And then back to Nellis when the F-15 guys I had just started working with in Feb of '83 went to Red Flag . . . my Navy friend was just fishing some evals of the F-18 on the back range and then he went down to (?) Silver Lake (?) and then back to Big Sur . . . and we kept in touch, but not between November of '83 and March of '85. and when they were doing a shakedown cruise for the Coral Sea in March of '85, I took a 19yo airman from Guam with me to Korea and then to Japan.


A friend from Intel School was in the Talking Dogs Sq at San AB and under the mountain . . . and he took me on a tour. One morning in Alaska before we deployed to ROK, happened to see our Wing CC in the parking lot of Wing HQ and had just heard that he would be in Korea with us at Kwahg Ju AB.

Had this extreme urge to say, "Sir! Please don't go!"

And then when my intel school friend was showing me around Osan, we came to a chapel and I went in and prayed for our colonel wing CC, and for all of the pilots . . . and for all of us . . . and the wing cc was a very nice, GREAT guy who had flown F-4s in SE Asia . . . and he was up at Osan with the bigwigs, and then came down to be with us at Kwang Ju AB on the Yellow Sea . . . . in the SW corner of South Korea.
We had six F-15s with us.

I briefed our wing cc and three other pilots for the first sortie, the first day of the exercise, though we had had three days of orientation first. When I was under the mt, II met a Navy 0-5 who was working on keeping track of the Carrier Gp in the Yellow Sea. And also that same evening, I bumped into two of the CH-3 Jolly Green Giant guys I had flown with at KSC, Patrick, CCAFS, etc.

My friend from intel school and I were supposed to meet at the O Club when he was finished working. So I was waiting in the lobby and two Help Rescue pilots walked in to the club. [I asked my friend I had just seen in Newport News, "Did you know a guy named John when you were at Patrick?" (He said he didn't remember.]

Anyway, John was there and with him was a really tall help Rescue guy. So they asked me to have dinner with them, and my intel school friend was not really happy about it, but we did.

Fast forward to 9 years later and on the Fredericksburg Emmaus wknd -- the first time I was an SD on a women's wknd, I met a team member's husband. He was a helo rescue pilot. Then . . . she asked me to pray that they would get pregnant . . . (I don't know why, but a lot of women do that . . . ask me to pray, out of the blue). So the next time I saw them, was early Jan of '88 . . . they were stationed at Andrews . . . and then the next time I saw them their baby, Grace, had been born, and they were at what became the joint base on the top of the G of Mex . . .

It was spring of '97. As my friend who had been on the Emmaus team and I settled down to talk when her husband was just on the way to bed, he went into their bedroom and then came out again a few minutes later. He said, "I think I had a date with you."

Nine years before they met HE had been the help rescue pilot with John in the Osan O Club!

LOL

Because I had met the Navy 0-5 in the mt., I was able to find out some things my F15 guys didn't want to know. Then the last time I was at San, my intel school friend and I went out to a Chinese restaurant somewhere, who knows where in the maze of alleys right out of one of the gates.

And just as we were going into the restaurant, out walked Manny . . . so I was able to find out more from him . . . and it was sooooooo good to see them both.

F-15 Ejections

My ex was commissioned at OTS on our son's 5th birthday, 19 Sep '79, then I left for OTS on 24 Apr '80, then was commissioned on Amelia Earhardt's bday, 24 July 80, then 2 Aug - 21 Nov 80; and meanwhile my ex and the kids moved from Keesler AFB in Biloxi, MS; to Patrick in June '80.

We were at PAFB together from 21 Novy 80 thru fall of '82 when he left for the billboard radar site on a mt top in Turkey and then at an Officer Training Course. . .

We saw him in Alaska foe three weeks in Aug of '83 . . . Then Christmas of '83 . . . then March of '84 . . . he came home from Sq Officer School . . . He arrived on the day we lost the first a/c on Elmendorf. A T-33 crashed on a flameout during landing. Patrick Vice Wing CC Francis' (?) son Chris, and his instructor pilot crashed and burned. 

Then an F-15 started a flat spin and George punched out and was okay; then Col Paxton died in spring of '85 then thre pilots and one of their brothers were climbing Denali and Mark was making camp, not roped to anyone; three weeks later his only child, a daughter was born; then Daniel died putting on an impromptu show at an FOB in AK; then one of my best friends was killed giving an incentive ride to a missile or radar sgt. 

That was 2 days after my divorce was final and he and I had been at an EW exercise out of Tyndall right before that. . his tactical call sign was "Biker" . . . then a guy named Chris punched out and was okay . . . tough, all that

Monday, May 1, 2017

[Disclaimer: These are just my reminiscences and interpretation. Not asking you to believ anything . . . just describing how it was for me. 😎😬❤️] AFTER THE RUSSIA INITIATIVE CONSULTATION IN '98 . . .

 People would come up to me and say, "Oh! YOU'RE the one."

And I would answer, "What one?!??"

Then she or he would say, "One of the ones that Bishop May keeps talking about all over the world."

"Huh?"

"He says that a woman who had been translating American military documents into Russian and a woman who had been a specialist in Soviet Military Affairs were sitting together planning to reach out to former Soviet immigrants in America for Jesus."

And so the following summer,  I found myself walking down an aisle in an almost empty conference room in Washington DC during a break in the Baltimore Washington Annual Conference get-together. 

He asked me, "You don't mind when I talk about you and the woman from Moscow working for the GBGM, do you?"

I rolled my eyes and replies, "Well,  since you seem to be implying that I was doing something totally different by working for the Lord then working for the US government, I do mind. I was always doing what I felt called to do when I was in military service, and in ministry. At the same time,  I think we are giving her the benefit of the doubt in many ways, because there may have been a big conversion, and maybe not!" 

 The bishop seemed rather irritated with me and drop the conversation. 

In the spring I had had a recurring dream where a Russian man was talking to me similar to the way a man from Macedonia talked to St. Paul. Whenever I seem to be doing something or dreaming about something that has to do with an apostle or a prophet or someone like that, the Lord makes me worried.

So I felt forewarned.  My best friend from seminary who lived in an apartment next-door to me with her three kids, while my daughter lived there with me during vacations and without me but with my son in the summer, was staying with me in the hotel, as usual. On the second morning of the conference, my friend woke up before I did so after I was ready to go downstairs, I was looking for her. I also had a question  to ask of somebody in the conference connection room, so I was waiting outside the door way when somebody came rushing up saying that there were some pastors from Russia and they needed help with them. He wasn't  talking to me, but I said I spoke Russian and could help. He said, "No, the pastor speaks English,  so we don't need any help like that."

 In the dreams that I had been having the Russian man in the dreams had said "You have to help us.  They keep doing what they want to do and don't listen to us about what we say we need."

 Subsequently I went up the escalator to the main lobby floor and lo and behold, I saw my friend and roommate speaking with a little group of people there. I came up to the edge of the circle, and heard that they were talking to a Russian man, a Russian woman, and a Russian teenage boy.

 The man spoke English in a basic way, but the woman and the boy did not speak English at all. When I was introduced to them, I spoke Russian to them, and they all looked relieved. It turned out that the sponsors of the Russian pastor were the people in the church  that my friend was serving. 

 The Americans asked me to come to lunch with the Russians who were joining the bishop and other pastors so that I could escort interpret for them. I did that, and that's when the bishop found out that I spoke Russian, and that I was also from his hometown of Chicago,  even though we were both on the East Coast. 

When, as everyone else did, I talked about my hometown and where I was serving in ministry, the bishop gave me a baleful look  when I said I was from his hometown. However, he was a civil rights advocate and African-American, so I said quickly, "I know we were not living in the same Chicago," to which you smugly nodded in reply.

 Along with the recurring dreams, I had been fussing at the Lord to be serving three world churches in America when I had hoped to be serving in Russia or at least at the General Board of Global Ministries. 

At that time in the mid to late 90s, the GBGM of the Unites Methodist Church  was not at all open to women becoming missionaries, unless they were spouses of missionaries or promoted by the Women's Division,  that's still mostly called women who went overseas in mission "deaconesses". 

 In answer to my fussing at the Lord, he both seem to be telling me to be patient, and asking me to trust Him.

I was saying to him that it didn't seem like he remembered why I thought he had called me to ministry, and I felt like he had forgotten what I had asked him about serving in the former Soviet Union.

 Nevertheless, by Saturday night of the conference, I had all the answers to my questions. Besides being able to be open in front of about 1200 people helping to translate for the pastor and his wife, and their son,  there was another bishop who spoke at the Saturday dinner. 

Lots of times we become captive audience is to bishops and they like to hit their own soapbox subjects. That bishop started to  talk about being in a fast food restaurant in the Midwest, when someone very rude spoke to a person who was not white, and the bishop said, "Just stop it!" 

 He was very angry about it and made it clear that he felt that enough was enough concerning racism. 

 Then he started talking about some missionaries in Liberia. And he talked about a woman missionary who was the wife of a man who had been an agricultural missionary of the Methodist Church, and then gone back to the US to become a pastor, and returned as a missionary to the Methodist Missionary near Monrovia, Liberia.

 His wife became ill with a problem that would have been easy to address if they were in the US.  but the decision was made by the missionary sending organization that they would not bring her home to the US to have the surgery she needed. Sadly, she died because of not been given the medical care she needed. When she knew that she was going to pass away, she asked that her body  be sent back to the US, but that her heart would be buried in Liberia. 

The first time I had heard that story was on the evening before I answered my call to ministry that I had had since I was six years old. The person who told the story was the husband missionary of the woman whose heart was buried in the Methodist Mission Compoud in Liberia.

 So who is this bishop who also, by the way knew my grandmother in northern Indiana, telling the same story that I had heard the night before I answered my call to ministry, on the first anniversary of the evening before my ordination. So that answered the accusation I had made to God that he was not paying attention to me or remembering why he had called me to ministry.

 By the end of the conference when I was saying goodbye to the Russians, the pastor said to me, "I really need to tell you that you have to come help us. They don't understand what we want, and they keep giving us what  they think we need. You have to come and translate for us because we can't make them understand."

I walked away in a daze, thanking God in amazement.

 He is very faithful and awesome, but can be extremely irritating and a bit too mysterious, too. 

🙄😎❤️🌹😊